Love is only hard because we make it so. The journey is always about love and growth. The more you love the more you awaken. If you continue on your journey expecting of things, you will forever be expecting. Learn to love yourself first. If you give up now just know you are also giving up up on your twin, your guides, The Creators, and most importantly your soul.
If you decide to get off the path just know the journey will continue but more challenges you will face and more mirrors you will see, and more alone you will feel. You will question and when you decide to come back; you will be learning to simply TRUST only because you did not TRUST to begin with.
Life is a dream that you craft with the help of your guides and higher self. Trust in yourself. Trust in your soul. Trust in true love.